Sunday, June 13, 2010
Hmmm....
Do you have feelings sometime that all what you do lose a sense? and then whole your life has gray colors. People who are around you and you know that they love you are neutral for you, meaning that you stop care. I have this feeling today. I don't exactly why but since Friday afternoon, I feel a little down. I think, I expect too much of myself and maybe people who are around. Lately, there is so many happy events in my life. My best girl friend gave a birth to her son. Other friends have a new baby in their family. Other friends got engaged. I think, sometimes we are just "a little jealous" and we would like to have then different life. People are created that way that they like to be with other people. And I'm not different. At some point of life, we would like to be with someone and be sure that this is that person and share life with this person, build family, and simply be together. That are my thoughts after this weekend. Please, don't miss understand me that I'm jealous of my friends and their happiness. I just would love to find my happiness and enjoy it everyday, not just weekend or from time to time. We miss some people more than other, especially whose who mean the world for us.
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I know that same feeling. i could relate to what you are saying. Were in one hand you are very happy about the lifes your love ones are having, but at the same time you are gelouse, because yu don't have their same joy. A very good friend toll me that my happiness will come and it will be a bigger joy than what i want to have right now. I hope this few lines work for you as a glims of light in those dark and cold days.
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Thank YOU so much! I wish YOU best too :)
ReplyDeletewell, I have the same feeling sometimes. I have a big family. We are 5 brothers, and my family is always around me, but I feel alone sometimes. I need somebody to talk to, or just have fun. Work and School is not everything. Most of the time, we stay in a routine, and we dont wanna break it. I think the key for having a good life is set the priorities first, and having a good time.
ReplyDeleteGood Luck Layla