Healthy Food

Today, at the store I met one older lady next to diary products. She told me to better not drink milk, especially cows or goat milk. Her point was that it include too much proteins that are responsible to for clots or heart diseases. And it is better to drink soy milk for example. She told me about the book "The China Study" and advised me to read it and really take some pieces of advice because it is worth. We have just one life and it is such a shame how people kill themselves by unhealthy eating styles. I don't know if i should believe in all what she said but I know it for sure that my next boo will be "The China Study" just because I'm interested into this topic and want to know more about my food and my health.

John Bon Jovi Rocks

So what a weekend I had :) general I'm very tired but very happy as well. Friday night I wanted to study as much as I could but of course gathering with my roommates in the kitchen was more important, so I study just for two hours ( I wanted much more!!! ) Then, Saturday was busy from the morning until very very very late night. I went for a walk with my girl friend and her little son on the Cove Beach in Stamford. It was nice but short and I felt that I should study instead having a little fun. But I think that clear and refresh my mind was important too. I knew I can't stay too long because I have to study a little because I had plan for the rest of the day. Around two o'clock I hit the road and went with my other friend to MA, to see John Bon Jovi concert. We went earlier to not be stuck in the traffic but still the bad weather and car accidents stopped us many many many times. But any way we got there just on the time and had a lot of fun, smiles, laughs, and great rock music. First was Kid Rock, he sang and played for over one hour and then Bon Jovi. He is great, he knows how to rock people and make them sing and have wonderful fun. I came back to home at 2;30 am very tired that I can feel until now but with great memories that will stay with my for ever. :)

Being Stressed Out

There are so many thing in my life that are lately stressful for me. There is school where I think most of the people try to be the best ( let's face the face the truth - just very good ), then work where you can just sit and relax ( work is work ) and then just personal life and issues that are every single day. First, school, in my opinion if you don't school is easier and all is easier but if you care and want to do well or at least not poorly then you do all you homework, study and all is about the time and get it done well. If you don't care it simply. All is simply. I care and trying my best to be responsible in all what I do. Work - another thing or place that might be stressful ( in my case sometimes yes, sometimes no ). But any way, you have to be there and if you are responsible you want to do is well and then it might suck all you energy that you don't have it for, for example, homework. Then personal life - hmmm there you go :) there could be a lot going on or nothing. Or you might thing about something or want something but it might never happen. I know it is too general but I don't want to go too deep because I just have 20 minutes that are actually over. So, the big circle closes :)

Rain and Storm

There is Monday morning and right now there is a poring rain and storm outside. I don't remember when that last time I saw the big storm in the morning. Not that it can't happen in the morning but when I was a child, I remember that storms happen more often and no matter what time. I didn't like rain then. It always crossed our kids plans; for example, sleeping under the tent or play out side. Now, when I'm adult I like rain and I have to say that sometimes I'm just waiting on it. I had to stop typing my blog and I came back after a big long storm in the morning. Now, there is after 8pm and two other storms were very close to my town but I think they made a slight turn and came just close to me. Too bad, I like big storms, thunders and lightnings, I think it is very fascinating and cool. It has such a magical and killing power and people are not able to stop it. Some people, I don't know how to call them, chaise storms and make beautiful pictures and interesting movies and documents. For me it is just magical and very very very fascinating.

School...

So, the summer class very soon will be over, I have to tell honesty that I'm glad. School in the summer time isn't a wonderful, brilliant idea;maybe if you have extra plan for the future ( not me ). And then one month of vacation from school of course, lol I think I finally will be able to read some books that I want to read for fun and pleasure. Watch some movies that I wanted in the past a couple of months and never have time for it and simple relax, watch stupid no educated TV shows or sit comes and have some different kind of fun. I think when I finish summer class I will go out and have a lot of fun, dance and drinks :) I think I deserve it , lol Then just work work and work and then some time with my family and then work work work and then fall semester, hmm bummer lol The big dilemma about classes times twelve credits etc. It is going to more and more difficult, I think. I have to do some paper to be sure what to do here ( in the U.S ) I have to transfer my credits from my university and have been doing it for a couple of months already I haven't started yet, bummer, another! lol I really have to do to have better knowledge what class could I take and what I could skip. These decisions are sometime so difficult especially if you are by yourself.

Old Times

Kind of funny, I'm still very young and I want to talk about "old times", lol "When I was young and beautiful..." lol no, no I'm still young and I hope the whole life is a front of me :) But what I'm trying to say by old times is a time with my friends long time or not long time ago. Our lives have been changing; there are new marriages, relationships, divorces, babies etc. and life isn't the same. We don't have time to hang out or go out together. Now, there are jobs x 10 ( especially in this economy I would think ) , more new big responsibilities, careers, diapers. And when from time to time, we are able to get together or simply talk on the phone ( that we used to - hours every day ) I feel that a good, old times come back. Today, I was talking with my best friend for over two hours; it was every unusual since she has a baby and when we were on the phone I said that I feel that old time is come back. However, I know that is life and that are the changes that are supposed to be and actually we are waiting on them ( not maybe divorce ) but it can happen in life as well. So, my point today is that we should enjoy each minute with our loves and be happy for moments that we have because some day we could miss it.

Human - inhumane

Humans always want to be treated as human. They fight for their rights and when something goes wrong they are able to protest and they have their vote. Animals don't have these rights and often they are abuse. Humans treat them inhumane. What a paradox. Often, especially in my country I heard "that's just a dog or animal" but animals can feel and understand what is going on. I won't be afraid the animals could be a better friend than a human. It happen to me many times that a person ( even someone close to me ) didn't notice that I was down but my dogs or dogs that I know knew it. That is so interesting and worth at least my attention. I'm a animal lover by the way. I will always stand by their rights. People can talk and usually find the way to protect itself or say something in the defense. Animal can't talk; isn't able to do something; therefore, they need us people to treat them the way like we want to be treated. I believe in karma. If you do something bad or take advantages of something or someone, it will come back. What goes around, comes around!

Can't Wait August

Time goes fast any way at least for me but I can't wait August. The fist reason is that my mother and my second sister son are coming over and the second, the summer class will be over, lol There's like no vacation, just one month. Summer is the only time to rest and be out of school but this year and I think the last time I'm taking the summer school. A couple of people that I talked to said the same. They took summer class just ones. But any way, besides school as I said first my mother is coming over for three weeks of vacation. They are coming to my sister's house and I'm taking one week of vacation as well and we are going to spent this week together. I can't wait! I didn't see my mother for one year and a half. It is a long and short time. Any way I'm exited. My sister is a great planner, she loves to plan anything and for everyone. So. we are supposed to go to the Ocean City, just for one day. And Six flag but just Safari and Water Park. Personally, I'm not a big fan of rides so even better. That are the biggest attractions while I'll be there. I don't know what else they are planning to do but there is a lot to do in my sister area. So, I'm looking forward to see my lovely family :)

Cold in the Summer?

Cold in the summer? Yes, it happens and it happened to me. Last Wednesday, I got really hot being outside and after that I got an idea to jump into the swimming pool. Actually, I didn't really jump; I just went into. However, I think that is the reason of my being sick now. Thursday I started to feel not so good. I remember that I got cold in school, and when my feet get cold I'm done, lol Friday - was horrible. I didn't have desire to get up at all but I needed to walk dogs in the early morning, I got up. During the day was better but always ( in my case at least ) I feel worse in the night time. And being sick during very hot days, isn't fun at all. You are getting sweat quicker, tired - faster, everyone and everything - bothers, terrible! But I decided to go out in Friday night and it wasn't a good idea because when I got back home and it wasn't that late ( 10:30pm ) I feet that my body falls apart. Just the bed and longer sleep could help me, think! I didn't! lol There is Sunday and I'm still sick. Saturday - friend's wedding - I'm sick. I went but I didn't feel good. Today, at the pharmacy lady asked me if I'm OK? the funniest things this weekend, lol I know I don't look good but apparently, I look very bad ( tired, sick ) that strangers asks about my health, lol

Shopping

I went on the small shopping today. I used to shop much more, now I can't afford it any more. I have to save money for school and now school costs me much more than a couples year ago. Also, now I have been living by myself ( I mean with roommates ) but any way I have to pay all my bills. Sometimes, it isn't easy. I really have to think on what I'm spending my money and be wise. It is so easy spend money, often that you earn so hard, and especially nowadays, when the economy isn't good, it is hard to make a good money. So, during my shopping today, I had one thought how often people go shopping for clothes. Because I often see women who care huge carts with clothes or big bags already. And another question do they need so many clothes? I'm no saying the I don't like shopping, I do but sometime I'm asking myself do I really it? and then I realized that I don't. There are so many poor people who don't have even a dry bread ( like people in Poland would say ) and here I see so often the wealthiness. Such a shame for the world... Just a small thought for tonight.

Nothing

I have nothing to say today, I spoke with the my best friend this morning, she has a small baby and there is a lot to talk about. It is so interesting how baby develops and changes each day. Their baby boy is five weeks old, and grows great. To have a child is a very responsible thing. I know this however, when I see this daily I know, I can this responsibility and then I think about myself and me being a future mother. Yesterday, I heard about one family that have eight children and the oldest one is twelve years old. When I heard it, I was a little shocked but also, I know these people are able to afford to have this big number of children. However, I think if mommy has that many children is she able to give enough attention to each baby. I'm not sure about it. But on the other hand, it is good that people have children. I thinking about abortion topic. There are many points of view on this topic.

Wedding Season

I think the wedding season starts in the spring and ends up in the late fall; however, people get married all year long :) Funny, a friend of mind told me that two years ago she was going on the wedding almost every month, especially in the wedding season, now she is going on baby showers, lol That's result of weddings. :) I think, it sounds funny :) Wedding here, wedding there and in the two to five years we might meet in the court. Divorce! If think that people who are divorced don't see the institution of marriage as a something wonderful. Most likely people don't get remarried, how troubles to trust someone, to be find the right person, to be committed again, etc. If you see that something fails often, you don't want to step into again and again. Then you pick easier way to just be with someone but without big commitments, and without simply a one paper that says that you are married. I think there are many school, and each person has its own point to view, but we can't lost the hope and desire for the better, more colorful future, we can't stop dreaming and reaching the happiness. I think, I found my happiness once again and this time, I won't let it go or failed :) at least I hope :)

Long Weekend

The long weekend is almost gone. There was a very nice time. I spend most of the time with my boyfriend who lives kind of far away and we don't have chance to see that often. So, it was nice. We were invited on party, very nice, besides towing a car and ticket for parking, lol oh well, now I'm laughing but I didn't at that time. I spend most of the free ( kind of this weekend ) time next to the swimming pool. The weather is gorges, I think like 96F, and I just so the forecast for tomorrow 98F wow, I think I can boil eggs on the roof of my car lol Good time always goes fast, and it was this weekend. Lots of laughs, smiles, good time, some beers,, sun, swimming pool, dance ( I went on my friend's birthday on Friday and then we went out to dance ) Actually, when the last time I danced that much, we had blessed on Friday night. But my legs still hurt me, and today is Monday night. It means that I don't dance too often and it is shame, because it is a lot of fun, and exercise for the whole body. There was many people from middle or south of America, and we danced salsa or other Spanish dances. In my opinion, Spanish people know how to have a good time, fun and they are great dancers and sing well. I like to hang out with my Spanish friends, they are great people and great friends :)

After tests...

Boy! today was the midterm test, what a "horse" that is the name that people from Poland is something is difficult or just not so easy to go through. I wrote this words the night after the midterm, Today is July 8th, and I know already a grade. :) So, it wasn't that difficult for me how it looks for the beginning. I think when your mind is full of information and U want to really good and take it really serious, and put even too much pressure sometimes on yourself then you think that you do poorly and all is wrong. When I have essay ( not easy - when I'm not able to make it less than 2-3 hours ) then I'm sitting on my desk and think "If I didn't care, how easier it could be be, how much life could be easier... " And if you care and want to do well, otherwise no reason to do it, then life sometimes becomes more tough. Sometimes I should take school lighter because I got my degree already, I'm not without any good education; however, if I'm planning to stay in the U.S. I have to get some good education here with finish it up with a good degree. So, any way many years of studies a front of me.... I have been going to school, no matter what kind of school, including preschool, where you learn how to read, for 21 years already, with one year break when I was in Poland two years ago. 21 it is a big number already! How many a front? Even I don't know yet lol :)